I know he is watching me. I know. Sometimes though I wonder if he is listening…
Jesus is my rock. He is my everything. In times of joy and in times of sorrow. In the ups and the downs. I never doubt He cares for me but sometime I just want Him to answer my prayers.
I know I’m not not the only one who has sinus migraines or other aches and pains. It’s just sometimes enough is enough. I’ve missed a lot of sleep over these things this week and I wonder if Jesus doesn’t know that I would be a better human with more sleep in my life. Maybe He knew I would write about it. The best writing definitely comes from the heart and I assure you my delicate and frustrating physical state this week has made me fairly vulnerable and put my fingers into crazy motion.
All that said. Look at Paul. In 2 Corinthians it talks about the “thorn in his side”. Many think it may have been the persecution or hardship he faced. Still, it must have been like persistent physical pain.
There are a lot of things that will make this life difficult. There will be more that is rewarding and worth it all!
In conclusion…Ultimately I know He has it all planned for my good. Everything. Even “the thorns”… he allows them for His divine purpose and I’ve come to understand He knows what I need…ALWAYS.